Control!!!!

So, the class schedule came out for Fall 2013.   I became obsessed.  I read it, I studied it, I figured out that I only need 6 classes now to graduate. 

I figured out that when you only need 6 classes the schedule really dictates me, I do not dictate it.  That does not go well with my “Type A” personality.  So, I found myself finding ways to obsess.   I could switch this class for that, I could do this, I could do that.   I found myself finding ways to find control.   In all honestly I gave up hours of my day/week that I can never get back.   Why?  I was searching for control.  I  took something really simple and turned it into a HUGE project.  

 This answer was simple.  I need 6 classes.  Pick 3.  Be done.

I find myself doing this in all aspects of my life.

I want to feel in control.  I want to make sure that life is all in order.  

Now, it is important to have some control and some focus, but it is also important to be able to let go and let life happen.   It is amazing when you:

- stop and talk to your neighbor even though you have laundry inside.

- drop a coffee off to a friend even though you are on your way to work (and your alarm did not go off). 

- You hug and kiss your other half when they come home even though you are busy writing a paper.

-You put down your to-do list and play some baseball even though you have never really liked the game.  

- You listen to the stranger who begins talking to you and needs someone to listen even though you are really busy and have enough friends.

- You go fishing even though it is time for dinner (you might just catch a huge frog)